(wipe all the spider webs and dust in this blog)
(ahh... it looks much better now with a new post)
(unfortunately no new drawing due to lousy internet connection)
I hearby announce that I am not not affiliated to H+Co from now onwards anymore. I went to get my salary today, and luckily they did not runaway with my money. I have no reason to go there anymore unless I want to try their food again. Haha.
I saw the Biatch. We had eye contact, and I did not bother to have any friendly smile at her, at all. We exchanged stares until she went back into the her ..err, dog house. The Hypocrite greeted me with her shameless face, trying to pretend nothing happened two months ago. Fuck her lah! She still dare to tell me, "Sabar lah. Kakak dah tua, kena sabar jugak dengan boss ini. Saya takut tak boleh cari kerja lain." Tiu! I salute your level of hypocrite-ness. It enables you to survive in this society. I am not at the level yet.
I tried to look everything as positive as I could already to make me feels better. Such incident will happen anytime at anywhere. Blame me for being not street smart enough. I will keep on learning. I learnt quite a lot in this two years with H+Co, but I believe it is not enough. I can feel my mind running non-stop at times, for instance "What is he/she thinking? Why does he/she has such reaction? What should I do next? Is he/she laughing because he/she really happy or simply pretending? How should I send my messages across in a proper way and effectively?"
Oh fuck. I absorbed too many self-help books. I am not emo though. It just feels so good to be alone at times, when you are not responsible to please or hurt anyone =)
Ciaozo.
Monday, July 27, 2009
Friday, June 12, 2009
Monday, June 8, 2009
Life #1
This is a wicked practice in life. But what to do, everyone does that for suvival =( Someone please kind enough to explain in English. I know how to read, but do not know how to explain in words.
Monday, June 1, 2009
Updates Updates!
It has been a month since my latest post. Someone already start complaining "OMG, you blog is so dead". It is not that I do not want to update my blog. But I do not have the time to blog. There are many pictures and drawings waiting to appear in my blog. Urgh. I did not watch my series for the one whole fucking month at all.
I moved. Yes, finally after 21 years. Moving house was not fun. There were lots of things to pack and take up and down. I am glad that I have my own room and privacy now. I can do anything with my room now, and scatter my stuffs all around the room without anyone wee wee wang wang beside me. Sien == The new house is so deep inside now. It takes me additional 10minutes to get to the main roads. I need to wake up earlier to prepare myself before going to college or working. I no longer can wake up at 7am when I have class at 8am. Adaption. Adaption. I still could not adapt myself yet, in this new environement.
I have no internet connection for the first 2 weeks of moving. To make things worst, I need to juggle with my assignments at the same time. Imagine your schedule is like... going college in the morning, work in the afternoon, back to old house at night until 12am for internet connection and back to new house to catch your sleep. Tiring. I could not take it anymore. Luckily I have wireless broadband now. I tried Maxis Broadband. The connection is stable but the speed is slow. I ended up to use Digi Broadband, where the connection is fucking unstable but the speed is much faster. Life without internet is miserable. Seiously. You are like so lost contact with the outside world.
At the same time, I just got myself a Ms.3111, my new baby-san. You know who you are. I just need someone to be beside me sometimes, to share all happiness and sorrowness. I am evil. Haha. I need to learn how to trust and love. And you are the chosen one =) And yeah, although no one could help it, but myself when I am emo-ing. It is just some fucking period moment. Just ignore me. Guys have PMS too, Pre-Moody Syndrome. Oh whatever.
Working is another time consuming activity. How I wish if the world works without money. Use back the bloody barter system. You look at my handsome face, and you need to pay a loaf of bread to me. Life is easier that way, isn't it ? Or perhaps how I wish my dad is a Dato' or Tan Sri, driving Ferrari and his sons are driving Fairladyz. Why some people are so rich, at times. I need to save like mad cow to get what I want. I bought most of my branded stuffs myself, although my mum is the main contributor in certain items. Luckily she still love me.
Enough of my ranting. There are just so many things in me now. I want to find someone to talk to. I can't, not I do want. If you think I am a confident individual with decent education and working capability, then you are just too wrong. I will not ever let anyone to enter my personal zone. Can I just be weak and rely on someone at times? Ahh.. it must be the punctured tyre that makes me blast everything out. Luckily a nearby taximan changed the tyre for me. He is nice enough, except that I need to pay him RM10.
I went to my secondary school few hours earlier for Tattoo. It looked grand. It was held in the field instead of our quadrangle. Unfortunately, it was an upset. The band performance on their 100th Anniversary was .... I would say, common. The kids were small sized, the songs were lame and not catchy enough and the formations were too simple. They performed much more better when they got top places in the World Marching Band few years back. I saw the Form 1's class list. Out of 20+ students, only 4,5 or max 6 Chinese students? What a fucking discrimination. At least there were half non-bumiputra and half bumiputra during my days. I know why the school sucks now. No offense.
Signing off. Night.
I moved. Yes, finally after 21 years. Moving house was not fun. There were lots of things to pack and take up and down. I am glad that I have my own room and privacy now. I can do anything with my room now, and scatter my stuffs all around the room without anyone wee wee wang wang beside me. Sien == The new house is so deep inside now. It takes me additional 10minutes to get to the main roads. I need to wake up earlier to prepare myself before going to college or working. I no longer can wake up at 7am when I have class at 8am. Adaption. Adaption. I still could not adapt myself yet, in this new environement.
I have no internet connection for the first 2 weeks of moving. To make things worst, I need to juggle with my assignments at the same time. Imagine your schedule is like... going college in the morning, work in the afternoon, back to old house at night until 12am for internet connection and back to new house to catch your sleep. Tiring. I could not take it anymore. Luckily I have wireless broadband now. I tried Maxis Broadband. The connection is stable but the speed is slow. I ended up to use Digi Broadband, where the connection is fucking unstable but the speed is much faster. Life without internet is miserable. Seiously. You are like so lost contact with the outside world.
At the same time, I just got myself a Ms.3111, my new baby-san. You know who you are. I just need someone to be beside me sometimes, to share all happiness and sorrowness. I am evil. Haha. I need to learn how to trust and love. And you are the chosen one =) And yeah, although no one could help it, but myself when I am emo-ing. It is just some fucking period moment. Just ignore me. Guys have PMS too, Pre-Moody Syndrome. Oh whatever.
Working is another time consuming activity. How I wish if the world works without money. Use back the bloody barter system. You look at my handsome face, and you need to pay a loaf of bread to me. Life is easier that way, isn't it ? Or perhaps how I wish my dad is a Dato' or Tan Sri, driving Ferrari and his sons are driving Fairladyz. Why some people are so rich, at times. I need to save like mad cow to get what I want. I bought most of my branded stuffs myself, although my mum is the main contributor in certain items. Luckily she still love me.
Enough of my ranting. There are just so many things in me now. I want to find someone to talk to. I can't, not I do want. If you think I am a confident individual with decent education and working capability, then you are just too wrong. I will not ever let anyone to enter my personal zone. Can I just be weak and rely on someone at times? Ahh.. it must be the punctured tyre that makes me blast everything out. Luckily a nearby taximan changed the tyre for me. He is nice enough, except that I need to pay him RM10.
I went to my secondary school few hours earlier for Tattoo. It looked grand. It was held in the field instead of our quadrangle. Unfortunately, it was an upset. The band performance on their 100th Anniversary was .... I would say, common. The kids were small sized, the songs were lame and not catchy enough and the formations were too simple. They performed much more better when they got top places in the World Marching Band few years back. I saw the Form 1's class list. Out of 20+ students, only 4,5 or max 6 Chinese students? What a fucking discrimination. At least there were half non-bumiputra and half bumiputra during my days. I know why the school sucks now. No offense.
Signing off. Night.
Saturday, May 2, 2009
紀佳松&潘瑋柏【同一個遺憾】MV
I want to have this hairstyle. Yeng!
Wilber Pan is having new album soon =)
I waited for like .. 2 years already...
Friday, April 24, 2009
House + Co
BEFORE
AFTER
My new workplace =)) After 2 months of not working due to such massive renovation, I am glad that I have a cool place to work now ... without any rat fleas and dusk from the old shop.
But the pay still the same. It does not increased, but my responsibilities increased.
Busy life starts back. Money ka-ching ka-ching!
P/S: I am happy too ^^
Friday, April 17, 2009
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